Friday, 5 June 2009

Worst Day of My Life ...

I am posting this here, even though its off topic, because I had nowhere else to put it.

Yesterday was probably the worst day of my life (not accounting for anything in the future). I won't go into details, suffice to say: I was made acutely aware of just how insignificant and unimportant my life is in the most hurtful way possible. I am pretty sure an immeasurable number of days (maybe even years) will pass before ... well ... before I feel other than depressed, upset and angry; in that order.



To the universe: thanks for nowt.

9 comments:

Livia Indica said...

Wow, I wish I had some words of wisdom but I don't. We've all been there and will, undoubtedly, be there again. Hang in there.

puny human said...

I am honored to be witness to your suffering. Some wounds never heal completely, but time will ease the pain.

Lee said...

your life is not insignificant, your life is not unimportant. NEVER let anyone make you think that way. any who do are worthy of nothing more than a look of pity and disdain as you turn your back on them for ever.

*hug*

Leanne said...

AC, I dont know what went on, but we all play a part in the huge cycle of lives here at any one time.No-one is
insignificant and unimportant. You are no less important than anyone else, and indeed, probably a lot nicer a person than the individual who hurt you so badly with spiteful words.Words can only hurt you if you let them.

((hugs)) Leanne x

Cygnus MacLlyr said...

Lady...
I Am Here.

I sorrow along with you...

I Walk this Path.. though I know not your steps, I do know I have trod there...

Bless your walk, Lady...

Potia said...

I am sorry to read you've had a rough time and I hope that you are beginning to recover.

We don't know each other well as yet but if it helps I'm willing to listen to any rants you need to offload.

Bo said...

oh Christ- are you ok?

Ancestral Celt said...

Just to clarify: I have always been aware that I am insignificant when taking into account the size of the this universe and other realms.

I am okay. After all, life goes on; no matter what its worth, it continues.

WM said...

AC - I honour your individuality in this reply. Sorrow for your suffering, but eyes on the stars nonetheless.